Chilling in the library with Jowella

Jowella equvilent in anime.

I like this one

Half crippled from birth...Growing old...Envying the young...Hands no longer able to hold the violin I have played quietly all my life...Seeing the eyes of this blue wolf looking toward the sky as if seeking answers to questions he and I do not know to ask...And the bitter irony that I have long used the name Wounded Wolf in my writings ...We are lost kindred, this animal and I... I gaze upon him, listen to this music, and still I wonder to myself, "Why am I crying?"... From The Wounded Wolf

Just finished editing my sister's music. It was quick, I wonder why I am not going into multimedia.

Some secrets are ment to be secrets

It has been almost 3 years since I saw her first, since then we have gone from becoming complete strangers to being friends. Some would say that now is the perfect time to tell her how I feel about her, maybe ask her out for grad, but grad is just another party( an important one) but don't want her to be my mine just this once but for a long long time. But oh what I would give to have her just once. What if she says no, what is we never talk again, what is we stop being friends, these thoughts cripple me and I lay paralyzed between the crossroads. Either I harbor this love and keep getting closer till we are close enough that there is no difference left between us being friends and lovers, or I gamble it all for one moment that I can cherish for the rest of my life.

UMM... Sakura Bubble Tea

Waiting at this bus stop called life, but the bus i am waiting for never comes.

Another Lonely Valentines Day