Maybe I should go to sleep now, got to get up in about 5 hrs.

In a million years I never would have expected to have liked taquila. But I do now.

Banff is really dead after 12 am. maybe I will go to the pub or drink or something.. I already did that.

Finally done with day one at Banff. Everyone is asleep but me.

Going to go get a haircut today, presently my head looks like it has a helmet over it.

I wish more people would read this blog, you know what, I will try making it a bit more interesting.

Need to sleep, but I can't fall asleep.

I have a Chen unit final tomorrow, then a Bio midterm and to end the day, I have a 2 games and I have to win both.

No pressure.

It is frustrating to lose, especially when the opponent doesn't allow you to do your best.

"It's fun to make babies"

In a million years I would never have expected my coach to say that.

We breathe, not because we want to live but because we don't want to die.

Today was the first time I have ever missed practice. My first game is in 3 days against the toughest team here.

I finally found Kathryn equivalence in anime.

aw!!! look at those eyes.

Sorry I stole it from you friend's blog by the way, couldn't resist myself.

Man Machine Beast

I have been wondering for a while if I am human, and if I am, am I good or evil?
What separates man from machine is that man feels, I know I feel... something.
I have felt jealousy, rage, anger, envy, dispare and
I have found myself lacking the ability to comfort the ones closest to me.
I had felt love once, I had once been the comforter to all around me, I was once loved.
In a desperate hope of becoming whole again I search for love... or what i think is love
Because there is a thread of a difference between love and lust, and only when I will have found her
Will I know if it were really love that I was after or was it lust. She will be the dictator of my very being,
Meeting her will define me as being a man, machine or beast.

Can you have feelings for two people at the same time?
they are both great, both very important to me,
both are way too good for me, neither will ever go out with me.
I love my heart, it helps me feel all these wonderful feelings,
but sometimes I wish I never had one, it wouldn't hurt this much.